dear diary,
second day of mid test! aaaaaaa

and the maid went home today
so i had to do the dishes and help my grandma doing some choirs. argh! so tiring :(

there were physics test, biology test, and art test *what?!*
the physics test was only 10 multiple choices! yeah~!
but the biology test was hard especially the pictures grr!
surprisingly the art test wasn't so hard. in fact, all that i have managed to memorize was in the test! woohoo~ lucky me ;p

so, today verena came to my house [again] to be taught by my big brother [again] lol. when the lesson was finished, i helped verena with her art assignment. i was coloring her drawing with her caran d'ache *i think that's the name of it. i want to buy it soon if i have the money haha :p* when 'When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne' started playing from the computer. and then verena told me that she loved this song but this song reminded her what happen if the person that we love died. immediately i thought of my grandma. i thought about what happen if she's gone forever... and i started crying.

verena tried to calm me down by telling me that everyone will die eventually.
we just have to go on with our lives and remember the good times we had with the person that we love *the one who had died :'(

it's hard to imagine if she is gone from my life, because i am so close to her.
she's my roommate, my cook, my helper, and *the most important* my grandma who i love so much and she loves me too.

wish human can be immortal.
live forever so there won't be any tears.
tears from losing their love ones.

but God already made a plan for us to live in Earth and then back to Heaven with HIM. live happily ever after at Heaven.

so we just have to follow the path that God has made for us and enjoy life as it is before you have to get back to HIS side.

wow. :')

well, i think that's it diary for today
tomorrow is the last day of school *yiipee~*
but still i have to study math and english after that i can enjoy the holiday!
see ya~

Labels: family, life, school, song

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