dear diary,

today i had to sweep, mop, buy rice *10 kg! , and wash the dishes!! aaaaa, i'm going crazy!
it's supposed to be a HOLIDAY not WORKDAY
tired! but i know that soon it will be over
holiday at .... beach *i don't know the name haha

okay. now i'm starting to be lazy..
i'm tired of writing diary everyday haha how bout once a week? (;

i do things if i feel like doing it hihi
so see ya diary~

Labels: life

6:51 AM



dear diary,
first day of holiday! woohoo~

verena went to bangka today *i want to go to bangka too! :(
angel, kesya, priscil, and others went to dufan *aaaaaa!
marlin, jennie, and others went to Px [?] *i think*
monic went to ancol too

aaaaa jealousy ><

my mom planned a holiday to some beach for 3 days and 2 nights
yeay~ she said there will be turtles that are laying their eggs
just for a unique experience (;

finally some HOLIDAY hahaha

but i still want to go to safari park
i want to hug the little tiger cubs :D
they're so cute ♥

just want to enjoy my holiday peacefully :)
see ya diary~

sorry if i won't write you everyday, because *hello* it's holiday.
maybe i travel here and there, doing this and that
but don't worry, i will tell you all about it, okay?
byebye~

Labels: family, friends, life, silly things

5:35 AM



dear diary,
today was the last day of school! finally! holiday~~

the math test was so hard! the questions were so confusing! D:
the english test wasn't hard but it wasn't easy either.

today it was my duty to wash the dishes and it felt somehow relaxing haha
and then i played monster rancher 5 evo
it's an old game but i still love to play it :D

anyone want to see what this game looks like?
see my video. *coming soon :D

**fun fact : i'm a gamer! ;p

ohh and at the night i watched ghost hunters on star world
and trust me, i couldn't sleep after watching that!
usually when i watched this show, there wasn't anything that was scary
but that time, there were many scary things from a dungeon in the underground to a house where the owner doesn't want to sleep in her own house!

omg! i was so scared!
hope it doesn't happen to me!

God will always be by my side :)

see ya diary~ i want to play again~ hahahaha
enjoying the holiday~ :D

Labels: game, life, school

11:52 PM



dear diary,
second day of mid test! aaaaaaa

and the maid went home today
so i had to do the dishes and help my grandma doing some choirs. argh! so tiring :(

there were physics test, biology test, and art test *what?!*
the physics test was only 10 multiple choices! yeah~!
but the biology test was hard especially the pictures grr!
surprisingly the art test wasn't so hard. in fact, all that i have managed to memorize was in the test! woohoo~ lucky me ;p

so, today verena came to my house [again] to be taught by my big brother [again] lol. when the lesson was finished, i helped verena with her art assignment. i was coloring her drawing with her caran d'ache *i think that's the name of it. i want to buy it soon if i have the money haha :p* when 'When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne' started playing from the computer. and then verena told me that she loved this song but this song reminded her what happen if the person that we love died. immediately i thought of my grandma. i thought about what happen if she's gone forever... and i started crying.

verena tried to calm me down by telling me that everyone will die eventually.
we just have to go on with our lives and remember the good times we had with the person that we love *the one who had died :'(

it's hard to imagine if she is gone from my life, because i am so close to her.
she's my roommate, my cook, my helper, and *the most important* my grandma who i love so much and she loves me too.

wish human can be immortal.
live forever so there won't be any tears.
tears from losing their love ones.

but God already made a plan for us to live in Earth and then back to Heaven with HIM. live happily ever after at Heaven.

so we just have to follow the path that God has made for us and enjoy life as it is before you have to get back to HIS side.

wow. :')

well, i think that's it diary for today
tomorrow is the last day of school *yiipee~*
but still i have to study math and english after that i can enjoy the holiday!
see ya~

Labels: family, life, school, song

11:23 PM



dear diary,
today made me stressed! zz
the first day of mid test!

today there were civics test and bahasa indonesia test!
grrr! i didn't finish the b.i. test because there was not enough time!

ohh and verena came to my house today to be taught by my big brother. hahaha we had some fun when we tried the fortune teller genius app on facebook and we said "you're SH*T!" and the genius said "of course!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

it was just a simple day! nothing that was special.
oh, he chatted with me again yesterday but he seemed stressed
idk. don't care.

well, see ya diary~!
time to study physics, biology, and art! *weird, there was a theory test about art but who cares? lol*

Labels: friends, life, school

2:08 AM



dear diary,
it was a BAD DAY!

well, as usual i started the day by going to the church [it was Sunday]
and then my aunt's family asked me and my grandma if we would like to eat at Px. and we said yes. then we went to Px Pavilion. and i ate a chicken and fried salted fish fried rice at a Japanese restaurant. i forgot the name :P
after we finished eating, my aunt's family asked [again] if we would like to go to Plaza Indonesia to eat some gelato *mm.. yummy!* but i couldn't go because i had an assignment that was due 14.09.09 so i went home and my grandma went with them *aaa i wanted to go too :(

well, i finished my assignments but there was still one more. there was an art assignment *make a drawing about global warming* and there was a math homework *finished!* and the last one was a TIK assignment *in english, it's Technology of Information and Communication*
so i used the computer to search for the assignment and then the lights went down.
after that, my big brother yelled at me and told me that it was too late to use the computer. HELLO, you played the computer the whole day! so i could only use the computer at night! why did you shout me? grrrr!!!!! *I WILL SAVE MONEY TO BUY MY OWN LAPTOP!*

it was frustating , you know. grr!
i think he's stressed out because he couldn't hang out with his friends because he was sick. *he's still sick until now*

oh GOD tomorrow is the first middle semester test damnit!
if you want to see the schedule, see my other blog.
wish me luck guys~ :)
see ya diary! time to study.

Labels: life

6:29 AM



dear diary,
today was fun! :D
it's saturday! weekend baby~ lol

today verena and grace went to my house to make a bahasa indonesia assignment *the subject is about my country's language bahasa indonesia* we have to record a talkshow.

in the morning
i went to my school first to follow the extracurricular activities. i followed the vocal group or choir since grade 8. but there wasn't any extras so i was like 'what?!' -.-" and then verena and grace came to school and we came back to my house by verena's car haha
first, we played hotel 626 it's really scary! we played it while we covered our eyes with pillows lol while we waited for the game to load, we opened askjud.com which people said that it knows everything so we tried it but our questions were never answered right. we didn't know why. but i was the only one who was scared. haha and then we wanted to do the assignment but my big brother was watching the tv and refused to let us record the talkshow. grr! so i took the camera and went to my parent's room and asked my dad if i could record in their room, and thank God they said yes! but then the battery went empty =.= so i texted my aunt and asked if i could borrow her camera and she said okay but she said that she would send the camera to me tomorrow. yipe~ and then they went home at 12 o'clock :( i still want to play with you guys!
the day was well.. normal , i guess. i met a new friend in youtube. seems like a nice kid.

if you're still asking about him
we haven't chatted or texted again since 3 days ago.
avoiding me? maybe and who cares.

at night, i read a book "The Tales of Beedle The Bard" by J.K. Rowling
the book is about stories that were told to witches and wizards from the Harry Potter story.
it was pretty nice actually and i learned many new words from that :)

sorry if this post is late [again] :(
i'm having a problem with the schedule to use the computer
hope tomorrow gets better
cheers~

Labels: friends, life, silly things

2:37 AM



dear diary,
it was a rough day today.
from the moment i woke up, i felt so lazy -.-
because there was a biology test! arghhhh! it was about cells and human's reproduction organs. i was grossed out about that! zzz
but anyway i went to school *of course. if i didn't go, my parents would kill me!* as usual my brother drove me to school. wiii~ it was great because i loved it when the wind blew my hair :)

school! bzzt
when i arrived at school, i talked with sekar. haha every morning i went to her class. school was like usual but today since there was an administration lesson, i got so stressed out because i didn't know that there was a homework! so i asked my friend if i could copy her homework. somehow maybe because i got so stressed out, i yelled at her. how could i did that to her? she just let me copy her homework and i yelled at her! i'm sorry for what i did. i really am :( hope you'll forgive me.
it was time for the test and i was like NO! haha it was DAMN HARD! the answer was in latin and you all know how hard latin is! so i got home and went straight to bed lol

home *finally!
i ate my lunch and then i was online! writing this post lol but then my mom asked me to go with her to hypermart so ok then. i turned off the computer and went with my mom. i got annoyed a lot because of my little brother. grr and then we went to my aunt's house to consult about our hair & make up for my cousin's wedding. since it was so long and i got bored so i took some pictures :D

click here to see the pictures

overall, it was a great day :]

no sign of him. is he avoiding me? i think so. and i don't care.
so what?

music : P!nk - So What
♥ it! who needs boys if you have AWESOME friends!

sorry i posted this a little late because yesterday i didn't have time to write this post
byebye my lovely diary~

Labels: friends, life, love, school, silly things, song

2:37 AM



dear diary,
today was a great day (:
even if there was nothing special , there were lots of little things that made this day special

in the morning.
since my brother is sick *flu-cough-fever get well soon big bro* , my mom drove him and me to school. my brother usually goes to school by motorcycle. my brother goes to Ipeka Puri High School *my future school!* so we went to his school first and i saw how crowded the school was. omg! and how big it was. and there were many gates but my brother didn't want me to get late so my mom stopped in front of the school's sign and my brother went to school. then as usual my mom drove me to my school :D


in school.
math time! i almost fell asleep at that class lol because i couldn't answer the questions >< *i HATE it! but the funny thing was my teacher fell asleep! fyi, my math teacher is as lazy as we are! he wants holidays as much as we do lol

eng-lab! we played a game in the lab. it was like a hangman but the hangman was replaced by some animals like birds and ostrichs. we were given one clue about the word[s]. if we guessed one letter wrong, the bird would die but how they die was the funny thing! well at first they were hanging at a branch and when we guessed a letter wrong, the bird fell upside down and they were hanging like a bat. obviously not a way a bird would die right? ;] and at the next level the ostrich would dance if you got the word right! dance ostrich dance!

religion - social studies! got a really nice chat with verena and grace! :]

do you guys remember that my drinking bottle was gone yesterday? i found it! yey! the cafeteria lady found it and gave it to me today. yiipeee~ thank you so much!

home sweet home.
nothing special happened. today's just the same as yesterday.

wait a minute.....
O.M.G! WTF?!
i think this one's too private to tell. sorry diary~ ):
whatever it is, it broke my heart..
i didn't know you were like that :'(

i think that's all for today.. i have to.... gather the pieces of my broken heart..
see ya, diary~

Labels: friends, life, love, school

1:09 AM



dear diary,
you know it's a special day today
it's 09.09.09 lol nine-nine-nine~

earlier today my school held a mass *mass = misa
since i became the choir, i had to wear a white shirt + black trousers
omg! i looked like my mom! haha
the choir had to sing 8 songs and because we sang at the field
our voices was so small even when we already used the mic, our voices are still small..
and our teacher forced use to yell so that our voice could get heard
when the mass finished, my throat got hurt
if i spoke a word, my throat will hurt DAMN that teacher! grrr

unexpectedly, my school gave all the students some snack in a box and a glass of water
when i opened it *taa-daa* , it's just a piece of bread and a cake *idk the name of the cake =.=
...... well at least the school gave us something haha

when i got back home, i realized that my drinking bottle was GONE!
noooooooo! my mom could kill me >< it's pink and it's tall
if you know it, please tell me! i'm begging you pleaseeeeeee!
**fun fact : i ♥ pink ;b

so now i'm alone and lonely *who says alone doesn't mean you're lonely
there's only me, my grandma, and my maid in my house
mm.. i'm still hoping something good will happen this day
after all, today is a special day, right? ;]
let's imagine.
maybe HE will say that he loves me too LOL impossible!
or maybe my parents will buy me a vaio laptop! hahaha

there really is a possibility that those things will happen but who knows?
it's still 12.58 pm
let's just see what will happen this day
see you later, diary!

Labels: life, love, school

10:28 PM